The decline, or rather, delay in continuous writing or
additions to this page has to do with the fact I have no idea what to even
type. I will load up MS Word and stare
at a blinking cursor for a few minutes, become severely agitated, say “to hell
with it”, close MS Word and go about some other mind numbing activity to occupy
my thoughts. I have an over active mind
and imagination, one thing never keeps me satiated. I must have so much going on that it would
overwhelm the normal person just for me to focus properly. I have no idea what this is; it’s just how I
work, or rather, my mind. At the end of
some days, I feel a bit fried. I’m wondering
if it’s old age kicking in at the ripeness of 30 or if I’m really taking on
entirely too much. It’s not as if I’m
some mythical creature, like Atlas, holding the world up by my shoulders.
In fact, I’m rather sure; the weight alone would crush
me. I don’t want to think about the
other effects it would have. It’s
disheartening, really, but plausible to understand. The weight of this world is so immeasurable,
it cannot be held up by one person, alone; man or woman. I dare say that it is impossible for a select
body of people to do so, as the saying goes – “Absolute power corrupts
absolutely”. The state of affairs for
this world, not just single countries but the entire world; should be proof
enough. I’m not an overly political
person, as I believe there are some topics you just don’t talk about (i.e.:
politics, religion and money).
I was quite sure, as a matter of fact, that my blogging days
were over until a friend of mine posted something on a social media site that
just set me off in a tangent. Now, his
attitude was completely playful and his words were not meant to incite any
negative emotion; and to be quite honest, they did not. They did, however, light the fuse inside of
me to voice my opinion on something. I
rarely do this as I find my opinions to be surprising, not to myself mind you;
but to those who surround me. If you
knew me personally, you would know that I am quite the quiet person with nary a
serious bone in my body. I rather be fun
loving than the serious break the bank stiff necked stuffed rear-ends already
roaming this world. I know when to be
serious and when not to be. Life
generally does not require one to be serious, so I am not.
So, with all of that said.
I am returning to the world of blogging, at least, for the time
being. I cannot guarantee what all I
will be voicing my opinion on, which might even put me at odds with myself and
posting on the forbidden topics. So, as
the song goes… "whatever will be, will be."
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